Author: Nicole Gadbois

  • What the Sound Revealed: A Client’s Journey Through Four Sessions — Part 2

    If you’ve been following Maya’s story, you know that her first sound healing session ended with something unexpected: her physical pain nearly gone, and a quiet sense that something deeper was beginning to move.

    Session 2 was where things got extraordinary.

    A Better Week — and One Beautiful Sign

    Maya arrived for her second session with mixed news. Life stressors were still present… financial worry, fatigue, the ongoing background hum of anxiety. But something had shifted. She mentioned, almost shyly, that she’d had comfortable intimacy with her partner for the first time in a while. For someone dealing with endometriosis-related pain, that was not a small thing. She was hopeful.

    She kept the same healing intention from week one. That consistency matters — it gives the work something to orient toward, a steady north star across sessions.

    Into the Session

    We began the same way we always do: grounding, connection, intention. Her energy field showed a similar pattern to before — solar plexus overactive, throat overactive, sacral and heart depleted. Chronic stress tends to cluster in the power centers while the relational ones run low. We moved into releasing work.

    And then something happened that I wasn’t prepared for.

    What I Saw

    While working through a releasing interval, I became aware of heat building in my body, a signal I’ve come to recognize as a kind of spiritual alert. And then, clearly, in my inner vision: a tall, dark masculine figure standing beside Maya’s right shoulder. His energy was chaotic and dense. I saw dark spirals knotting outward and those spirals were connected to her solar plexus and shoulders, the exact areas where she’d been carrying pain.

    I kept playing. I stayed with it. When the session ended and Maya sat up, I told her what I’d seen.

    She went wide-eyed. She told me she’d had a psychic reading some time ago where she’d been told the same thing, that there was a masculine presence attached to her. She asked me to describe what I saw. I described the spiraling chaos, the dark energy, the absence of a face. She told me it sounded exactly like her stepfather in the years before his death. A downward spiral. Alcohol. Shame. And a traumatic end … she told me he had died by suicide.

    Perhaps that was why I couldn’t see his face.

    A Moment of Grace

    After she confirmed what I had seen, I felt his presence shift. Something came through, not words exactly, but a clear impression: tell her I’m sorry. I could feel the weight of his shame.

    I told her. She said, quietly: I forgive you.

    In that moment, the candle I keep lit for Hekate on my altar grew taller and its flame began to dance.

    We both sat with that for a moment.

    What Maya Experienced

    Before I shared any of what I’d seen, Maya had already reported that her anxiety had completely dissolved during the session. The pain in her abdomen, shoulders, and jaw.. all of which she’d arrived with… was gone. She described a warm buzzing sensation throughout her body and a feeling of calm that felt different from ordinary relaxation. Deeper. More settled.

    The body knows before the mind does. Her nervous system had already registered that something had changed.

    What This Session Taught Me

    Sound moves through more than the physical body. In my experience, it reaches into layers we don’t have precise clinical language for — energetic, emotional, ancestral. What revealed itself in this session wasn’t something I sought out or planned for. I followed the work where it led, stayed open to what I was perceiving, and reported honestly what I found.

    That willingness to be present…to not dismiss what the inner senses offer … is, I believe, part of what makes this work more than sound therapy. It’s healing in the fullest sense of the word.

    Session 3 would be the one we’d been moving toward all along..

    Continue reading: Part 3 — The Cord-Cutting

  • When Sound Meets the Body: A Client’s Journey Through Four Sessions — Part 1

    Some healing journeys begin quietly. A woman.. we’ll call her Maya, came to her first sound healing session carrying a weight that had settled deep into her body over many years. Endometriosis. Digestive pain. Childhood trauma and PTSD. A nervous system that had learned, through necessity, to brace.

    She arrived hoping to feel a little more centered. What unfolded over the next four sessions was something neither of us expected.

    Before We Begin: What Maya Was Carrying

    Maya filled out a wellness self-assessment before her first session. She rated her physical pain at a 6 out of 10. Her digestive discomfort — an 8. She was stressed, worried, running on empty between a demanding job and the quiet ache of chronic pain that had become so familiar she’d almost stopped noticing it.

    Her intention for the work was clear and beautiful in its simplicity:

    “I am well-balanced and whole. I am healed for my highest good and good of all. I am at peace and enjoy myself, within all layers of my being.”

    She wanted to feel more aligned, motivated, and grounded. She wanted relief from pain that doctors had managed but not resolved. And she wanted to begin healing the childhood experiences that she suspected — rightly — were living somewhere in her body alongside the physical symptoms.

    Session 1: First Contact

    We began gently. Before any sound was played, I guided Maya through a grounding meditation.. inviting her to breathe in golden light from above, drawing it through every layer of her being and letting anything held in tension flow out with the exhale. A simple practice, but one that creates a quality of presence and openness that the deeper work depends on.

    From there, we set her intention together, the same words she’d written down and I assessed her energy field before beginning the sound work. Her root and solar plexus were overactive, her sacral and heart depleted. A pattern that made sense: someone who has been managing chronic pain and stress often over-relies on survival energy while the softer centers, creativity, emotional warmth, get quietly starved.

    The session moved through cycles of releasing and nourishing, using crystal singing bowls, an ocean drum, and a wind gong. Sound works in layers. The releasing intervals help break up stagnant or excessive energy; the nourishing ones invite the body to reorganize around something more harmonious. Throughout, I held her intention.. well-balanced, whole, healed as a kind of tuning fork for the work.

    What Maya Experienced

    When Maya opened her eyes at the end of the session, she described feeling energy moving in her pelvis, a warm, swirling sensation. The pain in her lower abdomen, which had been present when she arrived, was almost entirely gone. Her wrist, which had also been bothering her, felt better. She said she was still feeling gentle energy sensations as she gathered her things to leave.

    Something else happened during the connection phase that I want to mention, because it became a thread throughout this entire case study. When I synchronized my breath with Maya’s and set the intention to facilitate healing for her highest good, she began moving spontaneously, her body responding to the energetic connection before I had played a single note. It was subtle, but striking. I recognized it as the kind of involuntary movement that can accompany the awakening of kundalini energy, the body’s own intelligence beginning to stir.

    I made a note of it. I had a feeling we were just getting started.

    What This Session Taught Me

    I’ve learned to trust what happens in the connection phase. Before I play anything, before the formal work begins, there’s already a relationship forming between my intention as a practitioner and the client’s energy field. That relationship is the container. When it’s strong, the healing that follows tends to go deep.

    Maya left her first session lighter than she came in, with physical pain significantly reduced and a look in her eyes that I’ve come to recognize..a quiet surprise, like someone remembering something they forgot they knew.

    Session 2 would bring something neither of us anticipated.

    Continue reading: Part 2 — What the Sound Revealed